Da Aileen's Code

since i could not post all my thoughts in any of the four blogs i have, i used to write chips of my thoughts in pieces of papers... usually those, thoughts, poems or quotes are the ones whom i treasure the most and those pieces of papers holds the most coveted words i dare no one to know..

few days ago, i wrote the most meaningful short poem that i could wrote. it probably draw the best design of my future. each bit of letters reveals my plan for life. each period, each comma, were wrote with such love and i knew, i wouldn't be able to be that so serious (and poetic, i guess) again.

the fuzz is that due to my stupid carelessness, i lost it. although, i remember few of its compositions, i wouldn't be able to write it all again with such beauty. help me Lord, not to turn unholy.