its just a mere anticipation
long before i fin'lly knew
i've lost the art of fighting
and so i grew old and cruel
and you threw the ideal
replace it with the peel
i'd never seen you this bad
and i'd never felt this good
i've offered you strength
but you let me drown in tears
see the life that you should have
see the love you took so bad
see me as if you always do
at times it felt so right
to be in this misery
when you and me can never collide
in this piece of earth
we found a home
but we threw fire and let it burn
we painted colors of brighter hue
but we splashes gray and let it blew
i've fallen back to prodigy
and shed my life to fallacy
and live as if i never breath
i run so fast and you always hide
i get tired and let it be
for we can never be
and that is all left for me.