This one goes out to all my friends especially to my best friend.

since im in the mood in feeling this way..very senti.. i just have to drop down all this mushy feelings inside me through this post. whenever i caught myself in predicament situations, i find it hard to fight the feeling of being homesick to those dear friends that i really miss, the ones that i can always be myself whenever im with. and i must admit i think i treat their presence in my life in a very subtle way on those moments i have all the chance to grant them the greatest friendship i can offer. i feel very vain. i'd never been satisfied cause i never given the best that i can give. i want to say sorry but for what? to what? and how? so allow me in the most insincere way to give my apology to all the shortcomings, i really feel sorry cause now, i have this life that i cant even hardly share to all of you. i wanna cry with you but i know dat even not minding what im going through from afar, i know you wouldn't want me to. as i have said to kelly and daena dat i don't have any regret to the ever-cool highs.cool lyf we've had, i hope you would allow me to reformat dat statement i've made. I REALLY DONT HAVE ANY REGRETS in that highschool life but i have tons with regards to everything dat deals with me personally and dat is with my frendz. im living a life wherein everything is solution-able and gettable and i hope i can still dat principle here. i wish i could i fly away from this shadows and i really hope dat im just missing you guyz so much dat im confessing all this sobby grudges. i have been through a lot of shits and i know im going stronger each day even without you but i can never be someone like i am now if i didnt known you guyz. i am attaining seem-to-be-endless achievements everyday, how i wish dat i could celebrate dem with you but all i had to do is txt you and tell you, thanks for the prayers..haay..i hope it would not seem dat im turning to you only when bad tyms come in my lyf cause i admit those tyms are the precious moments dat im really badly missing you and how i can cry with you and your intellectual opinions dat never fails to strengthen me.thank you. i cant help but to feel like crying to songs dat reminds me of our nostalgic tyms. actually i dont care if no one can read this post but i dont want to end this day without achieving something. everynight before i close my eyes, i ask myself, if i would not wake up tomorrow is there anything dat i still have to regret? and the answer is the constant yes.i just pray.pray dat it is meant not to be accomplished.and this thing is one of the things i dont want to leave un-accomplished.mahal ko kayo.hindi lang talaga halata.im just inactive ryt now cause God assigned me a mission.i can never be gone.
kelly(happy bestfriend's day!), and to others: daena, buddy hershel, dadang, cha-cha, dayang, mario, armel, joe, gibson ,philippe, armel, fatima, joana, joan, joanne, joie, michael, ziegrey, pao,kaye, jam, carisse, che-che, gibran,gerlie, pam, jacky, kathy, jet, maan, peter, and the rest of tropang Wheeehw COURAGE.. you made my life extra-special!