However long the night, the dawn will break.

yeah, its obviously true (em sorry but literally, of course...) i've been spenting almost 8 hours in front of this laptop from 9pm last nyt until now, almost 5am early morning... and i have my class at 8am.. im not killing myself, im just abusing her... eventually that is where it leads to...

ok.. change the mode.. i was thinking of this quote since yesterday.. well, it seems like i've been going through hell and back from over a long period of time. i wanna cry. i wanna give up.but i don't and i'm happy, i guess so.

being an empty wise person is an achievement.
the art of preventing yourself to live as you want it to be is one of the hardest things to do. the idea of leaving all the things that make you happy behind is directly proportional to silently and invisibly committing a suicide. the act of crying alone in the middle of the night in contrary to the smiles that you show to all those friendly and unfriendly faces you meet each day is so uch painful than it seems.

i am an achiever.
yes im proud to being one.

i wish sooner i could write something more better than this post.